I am not looking forward to this

My lovers family (23 people) are coming over for dinner tommorow.
Ugh.
Yes, I love them
but,
he really freaks out about them coming over;
is the pot hidden?
is the porn put up?
are the condoms hidden?
what about those toys and t h i n g s ???
I understand, but man oh man does it wear me out!

Free Writing

It's a blah kind of Monday. Even my words are boring. The gloom from the fog evenlopes the city. I am worried about my obligations and how we are going to make ends meet, while keeping the house. I have a lot to do, little time to do it in and no help from anyone - I wouldn''t even think to ask anyone. I wouldn't want to bother them. My sweetheart has been home ill from work today - he hasn't called so I don't know what is going on with him. I have been working on netvibes.com - so far I really like how easy it is to organize the pages.

The Talk

Sometimes when my friends call, I seem lighter and happier - why?
Because, they are my friends and they make me happy.